Resurrection of the Disney Princess

 

Let's wake this blog back up.

Is it just me, or is the prince giving soft butch energy?

It probably seems to you that if I don't naturally think of this blog often, I don't value the time that writing gives me to reflect on us. That's not at all true for me, it's just a matter of bringing back to the front of my mind what I meant to do. It's a "why did I walk in the room" sort of thing. 

I am bringing this practice back, because for me, this is a way to slow down and re-connect with our real lives. Our shared time is what brings me the most joy in life, and our connection is the thing in my heart that makes me feel like everything else is possible and alive.  

I am adding dedicated time to the week so that I can make sure this isn't something that I let slip my mind, because I think it's good for both of us, and it's a way for me to express myself in your love language, rather than the body language that is mine. 

I also don't want to send you this and then run the risk of disappointing you by forgetting to set aside some time to get into my head. 

Since It's been a long while since I posted, I have missed capturing a lot things in our lives. Should I not know what to write on any given week, here is a list of things since the last post that I want to reflect on. Some are just normal life things, some are shared things, and some are just ideas I've had on a going list in my mind.

Since my last post in 2021, here are some things:

1. How Covid felt in our family
2. The ven diagram of Satu and Kay
3. The ways that you are also mushy on the inside
4. The passing of your sister and ghosts
5. How you kept me sane when I changed jobs.
6. Flowers- don't forget flowers
7. Christmas lights and our annual date- how you narrate the drive for me
8. Your disability (passenger side aversion)
9. The geriatric ward and your quiet- librarian voice.
10. Nick and Cat leaving
11. Finding friends outside of us
12. pipes? do your favorite shapes show up elsewhere?
13. Laying the bathroom floor together and how we approach projects together
14. deep cookies
15. What music adds to my life and how it makes me feel about you when I am thinking
16. short kisses and long kisses
17. badminton

These are some topics to draw on when I have trouble settling my mind. 

I'm sorry I let this blog go before, it's always been important for us to take some time to just be us. I hope bringing this back will keep me more present and let you know that I am seeing you and I do understand some things about your deeply mysterious brain, life and heart.